Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Novemeber 14, 1951 - September 2, 2009

Barbara Ann Blake
November 14, 1951 - September 2, 2009

It is with great sadness that I share with everyone that Mom passed away this morning around 5:30AM. She passed comfortably in her sleep. After a courageous battle with cancer, she is no longer suffering.

She lived life to the fullest, with no regrets whatsoever. She treasured the time she spent with her friends and family. They were the sunshine of her life.

Thank you to everyone who stopped by, called, prayed for us and kept us in their thoughts. I can not tell you how deeply touched we all were by your love and support.

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

A bump in the road...

Well, a few things have happened since I last updated everyone. For starters, Mom spent a little over a week enjoying herself in Texas with family. It was great for her to get a little break from treatment.

Ever since the last round of radiation, Mom has been quite tired. We were told that it was a side effect of the radiation, but that she should continue to get strength back as more time passed. She still was able to accomplish a lot in a day, but just didn't feel right.

About a week ago, she started to experience a few headaches and had issues with some nausea and a bit of uneasiness on her feet. She knew that something wasn't right. So many of her friends who have gone through this (especially brain cancer) have told her that when something isn't right, you need to trust your instinct; you know your body better than anyone. She insisted on another MRI, and after looking at the results, the doctors realized that two of the tumors had grown fairly significantly in the past several weeks since treatment had finished. The doctors were quite alarmed by this, and realized that they need to take action immediately. They put her on oral steroids to reduce the swelling of the brain, and scheduled a meeting of the tumor board to discuss her options as a group. We were scheduled to meet with the tumor board and discuss their plan of treatment on Monday, with possible Gamma knife surgery (that was the anticipated course of treatment according to the radiation doctor) likely for Tuesday.

Early Monday morning we had a change of plans. I was staying with Mom, as she was not supposed to be alone (and we anticipated a meeting with the tumor board Monday morning), when she woke me up about 1:30 AM Monday morning. She came upstairs and told me that she was in a great deal of pain. She told me that she was at an 8 out of 10 on the pain scale (this coming from a woman who only took one pain pill after her bi-lateral mastectomy, one after her reconstruction, and delivered two children with no anesthesia.) I knew this must be some pretty serious pain. She had shortness of breath, sharp pain in her left side, and could hardly move because of the pain. She suggested that maybe we call the hospital and see what they thought we should do. Being unsure of who in the world to talk to at the hospital about this, and knowing full-well what they would tell us if I told them that she was having pain in her chest, we were proactive and took her to the emergency room. While in the ER they thought the pain may be caused by a blood clot in the lung, a heart attack, a kidney stone, or possibly even bone cancer. After looking at the chest x-rays carefully, and realizing that she was on an oral steroids for the brain swelling, the doctor noticed that there was a pocket of air under her diaphragm. He quickly suspected, and further x-rays confirmed, that she likely had a perforated ulcer that had caused a hole in her stomach wall allowing stomach acid and air to leak in her abdominal cavity. This is a known side effect from prolonged usage of oral steroids, but in her case the benefits outweighed the risks. Left untreated for any longer than a couple of hours the condition would have been fatal. She was rushed into emergency surgery. While in surgery, they determined that the hole was in her stomach (which is much better that in being further down in the intestines, which would likely resulted in a colostomy, and would have been a lot worse for infection) and removed part of her stomach and stitched it back up. The abdominal cavity was a little infected, but the surgeon believes that we caught it early enough that we can beat the infection. She is recovering at St. Francis now and is expected to go home later this week if everything goes well.

The tumor board met yesterday and discussed the plan for the brain. They need to allow her time to recover from the infection in her abdomen before they do anything else, though. Dr. Klopfenstein said that ideally, she would go home and rest for a couple of days to build her strength up for the brain surgery, which will likely take place next week.

The tumor board decided that one of the tumors is too large to do focused radiation (Gamma knife) on. They instead plan to do invasive surgery early next week, hopefully, to remove that tumor. They will then, in the days to follow, do focused radiation on the other tumors/lesions. This is a fairly serious surgery, but the potential benefit or quality or life afterward outweighs the risk.

I apologize if I haven't had a chance to contact everyone in the past couple of days. I have tried to contact everyone that I could think of, but complete exhaustion, both physically and emotionally have overwhelmed me since the early hours of Monday morning. Thank you all for keeping us in your thoughts and prayers. I will update everyone when I know more.

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Putting Cancer in the Rearview Mirror for a Little While

Mom got the results from her MRI along with Jill and I today. The radiologist said that everything was going as he would expect. The lesions have shrunk, the swelling of her brain has gone down, and most importantly there are no new lesions. The cancer is still there, however it is much more manageable at this point. She is not struggling with the confusion or the headaches, and short of still being pretty tired from the radiation, continues to carry on a pretty normal life.

The radiologist does not want to see her again until August. He has an MRI scheduled for in late August and will share the results with us shortly thereafter. Depending on what the MRI tells him he has several options. He may have her undergo treatment with the Gamma knife, or the more precise Cyber knife. He may also order more radiation. It is also possible that he will leave it alone for awhile and watch it. There is no point in worrying about the future though, she is very happy to have this summer to do what she wants.

Thank you again for all of your thoughts and prayers.

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Quick Update

Mom finished her radiation on Friday, just in time for Easter weekend. She is still a little bit tired from the affects of the radiation, but seems to be getting some of her energy back. She was having trouble sleeping at night due in part to the steroids that she was taking to keep the swelling down, but had a good night of sleep last night.

Her hair is gone now, shaved off last week, as it was starting to fall out on it's own. For the most part the confusion is gone now. She will have an MRI in a few weeks to determine how successful the radiation was. From there they will decided what the next step is. If they are satisfied with the results they may do nothing else. If they feel that they can make some more progress with radiation, they may start her on that again. Lastly, if they feel that there are still a few trouble spots that they want to address, that would not warrant total radiating the whole brain again, the may opt to use the Gamma Knife. The Gamma Knife procedure is a non-invasive technique that focuses radiation on specific parts of the brain. This is a very common procedure for brain cancer, and is painless.

I will update everyone when we get the results from the MRI and know more. As always, thank you for all of your thoughts and prayers.

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

A little bit of good news for a change...

Mom's PET scan test results came back clear today. That means that we only have to focus on the cancer in her brain. The confusion is getting better, although she still has difficulty coming up with the right word to use occasionally, and continues to have a little difficulty with her handwriting and typing e-mails. Overall, there has been a good deal of improvement versus one week ago today. She if halfway through with her radiation, and has seven treatments remaining. We hope to continue to see improvements from the radiation. When the treatments are over they will do another MRI and evaluate the progress. After they evaluate the progress they will determine the next course of action.

Mom continues to be in good spirits, and appreciates all of the e-mails, comments on the blog, and calls. The radiation is leaving her quite tired though, and she has been resting quite a bit lately.

We appreciate all of your thoughts and prayers. Thank you again for your support.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Update

So much has happened since I have updated everyone last. Mom finished radiation, had reconstructive surgery, and finished her last procedure yesterday in her fight against breast cancer. Jill got married, bought a house with her husband, and accepted a full time position with Caterpillar. Grace and I moved back to Bloomington, I had my one year anniversary with GROWMARK, and I continue pursue my interest in photography. I had hoped to never use this site again, except maybe as a scrapbook to help other breast cancer patients realize that there is hope.

Unfortunately, we have had a bit of a setback on Mom's path to recovery. Yesterday, within an hour of finishing her treatments for breast cancer, we learned that the cancer had metastasized to her brain. We were immediately referred to an oncologist, where she was given a steroid to help bring the swelling down. There are about 6-7 lesions on her brain that are causing swelling. This swelling is leading to headaches, confusion, and memory loss. We went down the hall from the oncologist's office to meet with with the radiologist to determine a plan of attack. They took a mold of her face to develop a mask to both protect the areas of her skull that they do not want to radiate, as well as make sure that she is in the exact same position every time during the radiation.

We started radiation this morning, and will continue with radiation for approximately the next three weeks. She has a PET scan scheduled for Thursday to make sure the cancer has not spread anywhere else.

We are all kind of in shock right now as we enter the next chapter of Barb's Fight. We are cautiously optimistic as we enter this new fight. This is by far that hardest thing that Mom, Jill and I have faced in life, and we appreciate all of your prayers, e-mails and phone calls.

The best way to reach Mom continues to be e-mail. Her address is wanarunow@yahoo.com. You may also reach Jill and I at skibunny162000@yahoo.com and grant@macro-hard.com. Thank you again for all of your support.